Wow, time has really gone fast since Year 8, those 3 years...The GCSE's are a big event for me, and I must suceed in them, in order to give myself a great future. I can say this, and probably on behalf on anyone whos about to take their GCSE's, or have already done them, that it is a shit load of stress, seriously. For me, I had to sacrifice love, gaming, tv and sport, just to study for my GCSE's. Although that would bring success and will leave me prepared, it also came with some severe consequences, such as my girlfriend leaving me due to not spending time with her, but I blame that on me being a prefect, which I will resign from soon as I have to sacrifice my lunch for 4 out of 5 school days. Anyway, this year is going to be a year of hardcore stress from coursework, and revision for the GCSE's. The subjects that I have to revise for and take the exam for are;
. Maths (B in Mock)
. English Literature (B in Mock)
. English Language (C in Mock)
. Biology (Triple) (B in Mock)
. Chemistry (Triple) (A in Mock)
. Physics (Triple) (A in Mock)
. I.T (A In Mock)
. Business Studies (A* in Mock)
. French (D in Mock)

The subjects which I feel the most confident in would be Maths, English Language, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, IT and Business, I hope I can at least get an A/A*, well, I would need to revise and add to my knowledge in order to get those marks. I cant cope with Literature or French, the worst subjects. But, French shouldnt be that hard as I am in foundation, and it shouldnt be hard to get a C (I got a D in the mocks, 1 mark away from a C, fuck!). But if I need to improve my grade, one word, revision!

The only downside I feel towards revision is that the revision guides are as thick as my thumb, and I have to memorize all those pages, for all those subjects, in 4 months. What could be more stressful!? The plus points are, that if I can achieve at least 7A's, when it comes to the GCSE's, I can get my place in a prestigious college (w00t for no chavs, zero-tollerance bullying, mature people and nice looking ladies! , unlike my current high school, Hatch End, which is the complete opposite, I can call it a man-made shit hole...). Another plus point, is after the GCSE, which I believe is June the 26th, all that stress was for the good, and then i'll be free, definately going to enjoy the summer holidays, and college! Going to start of by some shopping, building my new gaming PC (see previous journal), some hardcore gaming, uploading some more artwork of mine, and possibly try to get my ex-girlfriend to be my girlfriend once again, I still love her despite all the arguments and break ups... I definately, have to start going back to the gym, swimming and playing sports again, I cant believe I gave all this up just for the GCSE's at first, but then I guess its just for the benefit of a good future!